Chat Logs: A Night of Introduction

First let me appologise. I had my Text Grabber set to take the text and without my realizing it it froze so i lost some of the meeting. Here is what i did manage to save.

Skeena: ummm does that have any bearing on the fact that all the men in my life are jokers?

koalabearPLD: guys hanah is like me best bud in here

Deborah Leigh: Nice to meet you both, Hanah and Skeena!

Skeena: Perhaps I should sit down and behave.

Deborah Leigh: Daryl you are now flanked by two beautiful women...be good!

Hanah: I see you couldnt hold out on that new head bear

Skeena: I was looking for a new r/w head today to replace the one that had a hangover.

koalabearPLD: LMAO saw it yesterday and sabine baought it for me 5 min later

Skeena: I wouldn't mind finding a new bod vendo either.

koalabearPLD: welllll.... bigger boos rw would be good

Skeena: as long as you don't step on em and think you're having a heart attack

Hanah: I wanna see that new movie out.....about the guy that gets cursed by someone to only be able to see womens inner beauty

Deborah Leigh: We might as well begin...I expected a small turnout tonight because people are often afraid that this is either a very boring or difficult thing to learn...it isn't at all!

Hanah: forget the name....something like shallow Herb or soemthing like that

Hanah: ack dont know where my cards are...lol

Deborah Leigh: You who are here will have to tell others in VZ that this is too fun and enlightening for them to miss next week!

Skeena: gotta count em.. don't wanna be accused of playin' without a full deck lol

Deborah Leigh: Right, you *always* want to make sure you have a full deck...or at least are shuffling one!

Deb's Sailor: Not playing with a half deck tonight

Skeena: and I pulled the jokers out.. I ran into them last night

Deborah Leigh: Again, this is intuitive card reading using ORDINARY playing cards. ANY one can learn this and I've taught people all around the world in the past several years.

Deborah Leigh: They can vouch that anyone CAN.

Deborah Leigh: Yes, he is and so are tons of others on the internet...I hope you who are with us with learn this. It will change your life, I guarantee it.

Deborah Leigh: Yup, ordinary playing cards. I am just an ordinary person - it's what I learned from my grandmother 22 years ago - a skill - that's all there is to it.

Skeena: Okay got cards... and have notepad open

Hanah: I tried interpreting the face cards once but I was on meds..lol

Deb's Sailor: you will noit need your cards tonight this more of an introduction to it

Deborah Leigh: Bear, you have set up webpages where the lessons will be posted each week. So that people who come to chat don't have to worry about missing anything.

Skeena: that eliminates the need to take notes <grin>

Deborah Leigh: This material will be posted permanently, so you will be able to print it out and keep it.

Deborah Leigh: I'd first like to start off by telling you that learning to do this will put you in touch with so much information intuitively about yourself and others that you will shock yourself at times at your own accuracy.

Deborah Leigh: You will "see" where your life is headed and how you can change it for the better.

Deborah Leigh: For instance, Daryl here was in my cards for a good two years before I ever really knew he existed.

Deborah Leigh: I knew from my cards, THIS was my true soulmate...I just hadn't met him yet.

Hanah: so yer saying to keep jokers in the deck?

Deborah Leigh: You will see the same things about your own life.

Deborah Leigh: We'll discuss the jokers later...lol

Hanah: hhehe but really, should we discard the js?

Deborah Leigh: You'll also be able to predict the outcome of court cases, you name it.

Deborah Leigh: For the method I use on a daily basis, yes...no jokers.

Deborah Leigh: In the material on the webpages that Bear made, jokers in readings will be discussed at length.

<system>: Open URL: http://www.fortunecity.com/roswell/mysticmeg/94/

Deborah Leigh: The terrorist attacks also came thru my cards.

Deborah Leigh: Many times, world events WILL be seen in your own readings.

Deborah Leigh: Hi, jes...you're just in time!

koalabearPLD: tonight is the first night of card reading lessons

koalabearPLD: u can learn to read cards like a pLD

Deborah Leigh: I want to try to make this as fun and easy for all of you as I can...Miss Cleo won't like losing some business, but oh well!

Deborah Leigh: Really, Jessica...what kind of cards?

Deb's Sailor: Deborah is going to teach everyone in VZ that wants ot learn how to read cards.

Deborah Leigh: Ok, now remember, everybody...this is not tarot...I have yet to be able to learn tarot cards. Can't do it. But this method, anyone can learn. I guarantee it.

Deborah Leigh: How about if I teach you a card from the deck right now? Just so you can SEE how easy and natural this really is.

koalabearPLD: tarot cards are cool too tonight we start learnign how to read reg playing cards

Deborah Leigh: The rest of the deck will follow in the weekly lessons that Bear will post on the web.

Deborah Leigh: And we'll meet every week to discuss how you are doing...your Qs...etc.

Deborah Leigh: Ok, here goes...a good card for you to learn!

Deborah Leigh: Now, I can TELL you that this card means "jealousy, envy, revenge" emotions of that nature...but I'd rather help you to FEEL it.

Deborah Leigh: Intuitive card reading by this method is about FEELING what you see in the cards.

Deborah Leigh: Imagine now...a time when you felt extremely jealous of someone...perhaps a woman stole your mate...or you lost a job to someone when you knew you were right for the position...

Deborah Leigh: If you don't feel it yet, go back to when you were young and your brother or sister got all the good stuff and you got hand me downs.

Deborah Leigh: Or you thought your mother loved your sister more.

Deborah Leigh: Do you feel it? That horrible, gnawing feeling in your stomach?

Deborah Leigh: That jealous, envious feeling?

Deborah Leigh: THAT is the essence of the four of hearts...and when you do readings, you will feel that feeling and know precisely what the card is telling you.

Deborah Leigh: Almost every card in the deck has it's own distinct "feeling" of this type...and you will learn them all! The others are called neutral cards - like face cards...

Deborah Leigh: They have no feeling, positive or negative attached.

Deb's Sailor: Deborah is going to teach everyone in VZ that wants to learn how to read cards.

Deborah Leigh: Ok, good...you already understand "feelings" of this type!

Hanah: but the face cards are all so different than one another, even the jacks of each suit are different from eahc other...seems odd to make them neutral

Deborah Leigh: Well, there are a lot of "feeling" cards...both positive and negative. They mix and mingle in your readings and you "feel" from them an important intuitive message.

Deborah Leigh: Ok, about the face cards? This is alot to tell you right now...so I'll keep it very simple.

jessica1234: tell some more please im very interested

Deborah Leigh: The face card "suits" of spades, hearts, etc...refer to eye and skin color of the people in your life...or those you have yet to meet.

Deb's Sailor: Good for you Jess this is really good stuff

Deborah Leigh: The directions they are turned to face, also mean significant things.

Deborah Leigh: I've designed this course to take you from simple material to very complex material, one step at a time.

Hanah: so they are significant in readings but not for feelings

Deborah Leigh: Right...face cards do not have "feelings" attached...BUT!

Deborah Leigh: As you get "good" with your cards...and you will!...you will "feel" things about these different face cards representing people in your life.

jessica1234: so how long does it take to learn all this

Skeena: based on physical charactaristics and ... "feelings" associated with them?

Deborah Leigh: Right. For instance, Daryl here (Sailor) is the King of Hearts in my readings and in his own.

Deborah Leigh: Stop me if I miss a question, ok? I do tend to get so wrapped up in teaching that I miss them sometimes!

Deborah Leigh: The different suits tell you something significant about THAT person and his/her nature.

Deborah Leigh: He's the King of Hearts in readings.

Deborah Leigh: And this is ALL in the material that Bear will be posting each week, by the way!

koalabearPLD: nods so dont worry about trying to frantically remember it all

koalabearPLD: u can go tot he site and reread it

Deborah Leigh: The hearts indicate his eye/skin color, yes...BUT...it also means that he is a highly sensitive and loving man.

Deborah Leigh: Hearts people are extremely loving and caring people.

Deborah Leigh: You can even tell from the face card that represents YOU or someone else, what career they should go into.

Deborah Leigh: But I'm getting ahead of myself, again!

Skeena: will these classes be every saturday?

Deborah Leigh: I really want to keep this simple for you tonight...or you might run off, scared! lol

koalabearPLD: it reminds me of scrying only your using cards instead of glass

Deborah Leigh: Yes, I think this method of card reading carries over into other methods of interpreting the future, etc.

Skeena: farout, something constructive to keep me outta trouble on a Saturday night <jump>

Deborah Leigh: There you go...and you'll learn something from these lessons that will make it possible for you to KNOW more about people in your life than they would EVER want to tell you! LOL

koalabearPLD: yer gf got a secret she wont fess up to

Deb's Sailor: even if you miss a night it will be posted on the site

Deborah Leigh: You'll know "who" your friends really are...if your partner is faithful...you name it, it's in the cards.

Skeena: I'm afraid to find out about myself, let alone others.

Deborah Leigh: And you'll see the error of your own ways as you deal with others. You'll see what YOU are really made of, trust me.

Deborah Leigh: Well, don't worry about learning too much about yourself...many have learned this just so they could help others.

jessica1234: does it tell you things about your self like if your pregnant just wondering

Deborah Leigh: For instance, BarbiePLD learned this from me and is an excellent reader, but she never reads her own cards.

koalabearPLD: think of it as turning a light on ina dark room

Deborah Leigh: Yes, it will tell you if you are pregnant!

Deborah Leigh: Yes, exactly...turning a light on in a dark room.

Deborah Leigh: And the cards won't tell you more than you can capably handle emotionally.

Deborah Leigh: You'll only "see" as much as you are open to, in the sense of opening yourself to the immensity of the Universe.

Deborah Leigh: If you are wide open, you'll see it all. If you are only a little bit open, you will see a little bit.

Deborah Leigh: Now, I don't want to alarm you...but the cards just might cause you to start having visions.

Deborah Leigh: Visions that may, as they did me at first, cause you to cry and shake with how overwhelming they are.

koalabearPLD: last spring i sat in the sand in africa and watched a little girl play

Deborah Leigh: Let's get our terms straight here first, before I tell you more about such visions.

Deb's Sailor: been a long time since I had a flashback

Deborah Leigh: When I refer to "God" in teaching you this...I don't want you to try to focus on "my" concept of God, but your own...the Higher Power, the Life Force...whatever you conceive God to be.


	Psychic Love Doctor \| home World of Personal Prophesy \| Lesson One \| Lesson 2 \| Chat Logs: Lesson One \| Schedule \| Chat Logs: A Night of Introduction Chat Logs: A Night of Introduction First let me appologise. I had my Text Grabber set to take the text and without my realizing it it froze so i lost some of the meeting. Here is what i did manage to save. love and light koalabearpld Skeena: hey I have a deck of those Deborah Leigh: Then you are set! Skeena: ummm does that have any bearing on the fact that all the men in my life are jokers? koalabearPLD: <grin><grin><grin> Skeena: lmao koalabearPLD: hanah!!<jump><jump><jump> Deborah Leigh: Hi there! koalabearPLD: hanah meed deb and daryl Deb's Sailor: Hello Skeena: hi hanah <grin> koalabearPLD: guys hanah is like me best bud in here Hanah: hiyas Hanah: blushing Deborah Leigh: Nice to meet you both, Hanah and Skeena! Skeena: Perhaps I should sit down and behave. koalabearPLD: skeena just plain ROCKS koalabearPLD: lol Hanah: hehe Skeena: LOL well thank you! Deborah Leigh: Daryl you are now flanked by two beautiful women...be good! Skeena: * I think* Skeena: hahaha Hanah: I see you couldnt hold out on that new head bear koalabearPLD: LOL Skeena: I rocked last night Deb's Sailor: YAWWWWWWWWWWWWW thats not fair Hanah: <react><react> Skeena: I was looking for a new r/w head today to replace the one that had a hangover. koalabearPLD: LMAO saw it yesterday and sabine baought it for me 5 min later Hanah: lol Hanah: awe koalabearPLD: lolol Hanah: how sweet koalabearPLD: OMG almost spit my espresso Skeena: ack! Hanah: spitting BAD Skeena: why? koalabearPLD: switching heads Skeena: fly in it? Skeena: oooooooh Deb's Sailor: bad bear koalabearPLD: would LVOE to do taht Skeena: yeah I hear ya koalabearPLD: lol Hanah: heh Skeena: I wouldn't mind finding a new bod vendo either. Skeena: lmao koalabearPLD: LMAO Skeena: somethin perky Skeena: hahahaha Skeena: <grin> koalabearPLD: welllll.... bigger boos rw would be good Skeena: ack Skeena: depends Skeena: lol koalabearPLD: lol Skeena: as long as you don't step on em and think you're having a heart attack Hanah: I wanna see that new movie out.....about the guy that gets cursed by someone to only be able to see womens inner beauty koalabearPLD: LOL koalabearPLD: ooh wwo koalabearPLD: sounds good Deborah Leigh: We might as well begin...I expected a small turnout tonight because people are often afraid that this is either a very boring or difficult thing to learn...it isn't at all! Skeena: now there should be a pill for that. koalabearPLD: hugss blister Deborah Leigh: Hello there! koalabearPLD: hey bads Deborah Leigh: You are just in time! Skeena: I'm getting my cards then Hanah: forget the name....something like shallow Herb or soemthing like that Skeena: hands on learning koalabearPLD: lol Deb's Sailor: hello Hanah: ack dont know where my cards are...lol Deborah Leigh: You who are here will have to tell others in VZ that this is too fun and enlightening for them to miss next week! Skeena: gotta count em.. don't wanna be accused of playin' without a full deck lol Skeena: yuppers will do! Hanah: lol Deborah Leigh: Right, you always want to make sure you have a full deck...or at least are shuffling one! koalabearPLD: lol Deb's Sailor: Not playing with a half deck tonight Skeena: lol Skeena: and I pulled the jokers out.. I ran into them last night Skeena: hahaha Deborah Leigh: Again, this is intuitive card reading using ORDINARY playing cards. ANY one can learn this and I've taught people all around the world in the past several years. Deborah Leigh: They can vouch that anyone CAN. Deb's Sailor: Even I am learning koalabearPLD: me bud barbie RW does it Skeena: farout <grin> Deborah Leigh: Yes, he is and so are tons of others on the internet...I hope you who are with us with learn this. It will change your life, I guarantee it. Hanah: ohh ordinary playing cards? Hanah: regular poker deck?? Deb's Sailor: yep Hanah: lol gonna get m y cards Hanah: brb Deborah Leigh: Yup, ordinary playing cards. I am just an ordinary person - it's what I learned from my grandmother 22 years ago - a skill - that's all there is to it. Skeena: Okay got cards... and have notepad open Hanah: I tried interpreting the face cards once but I was on meds..lol Deb's Sailor: you will noit need your cards tonight this more of an introduction to it Skeena: ooooh Deborah Leigh: Bear, you have set up webpages where the lessons will be posted each week. So that people who come to chat don't have to worry about missing anything. Skeena: kk Deborah Leigh: Where can they find them? Skeena: oh great! koalabearPLD: click me koalabearPLD: jsut not to hard ima ticklish Skeena: that eliminates the need to take notes <grin> Skeena: tyvm Deborah Leigh: This material will be posted permanently, so you will be able to print it out and keep it. Hanah: woo hooo brand new deck koalabearPLD: woohoo hanah<jump> Deborah Leigh: I'd first like to start off by telling you that learning to do this will put you in touch with so much information intuitively about yourself and others that you will shock yourself at times at your own accuracy. Deborah Leigh: You will "see" where your life is headed and how you can change it for the better. Deborah Leigh: For instance, Daryl here was in my cards for a good two years before I ever really knew he existed. Skeena: wow koalabearPLD: <grin><grin><grin><grin><grin> Hanah: <grin> Deborah Leigh: I knew from my cards, THIS was my true soulmate...I just hadn't met him yet. Hanah: so yer saying to keep jokers in the deck? Deborah Leigh: You will see the same things about your own life. Hanah: <g> Deborah Leigh: We'll discuss the jokers later...lol Deborah Leigh: Life is full of 'em. lol Skeena: lol Deb's Sailor: Hey easy on the jokers Hanah: hhehe but really, should we discard the js? Deborah Leigh: You'll also be able to predict the outcome of court cases, you name it. Skeena: kewl koalabearPLD: way cool Hanah: OMG thats what I need Deborah Leigh: For the method I use on a daily basis, yes...no jokers. Deborah Leigh: In the material on the webpages that Bear made, jokers in readings will be discussed at length. koalabearPLD: stick around hanah koalabearPLD: <grin> <system>: Open URL: http://www.fortunecity.com/roswell/mysticmeg/94/ Deborah Leigh: The terrorist attacks also came thru my cards. Deborah Leigh: Many times, world events WILL be seen in your own readings. koalabearPLD: hey jes! koalabearPLD: welcome have a seat jessica1234: hi Deborah Leigh: Hi, jes...you're just in time! Deb's Sailor: hello jessica jessica1234: time for what jessica1234: a game koalabearPLD: tonight is the first night of card reading lessons koalabearPLD: u can learn to read cards like a pLD jessica1234: sounds good Deborah Leigh: I want to try to make this as fun and easy for all of you as I can...Miss Cleo won't like losing some business, but oh well! Deborah Leigh: lol jessica1234: yah i mom is a card reader koalabearPLD: LOLOL koalabearPLD: yoru mum? Deborah Leigh: Really, Jessica...what kind of cards? jessica1234: yup Deb's Sailor: Deborah is going to teach everyone in VZ that wants ot learn how to read cards. jessica1234: tarot zrds Deborah Leigh: Ok, now remember, everybody...this is not tarot...I have yet to be able to learn tarot cards. Can't do it. But this method, anyone can learn. I guarantee it. Deborah Leigh: How about if I teach you a card from the deck right now? Just so you can SEE how easy and natural this really is. koalabearPLD: tarot cards are cool too tonight we start learnign how to read reg playing cards Deborah Leigh: Would you like to learn one? koalabearPLD: yes please jessica1234: sure Hanah: yep Deborah Leigh: The rest of the deck will follow in the weekly lessons that Bear will post on the web. Deborah Leigh: And we'll meet every week to discuss how you are doing...your Qs...etc. Deborah Leigh: Ok, here goes...a good card for you to learn! Deborah Leigh: The Four of Hearts. Deborah Leigh: Now, I can TELL you that this card means "jealousy, envy, revenge" emotions of that nature...but I'd rather help you to FEEL it. Deborah Leigh: Intuitive card reading by this method is about FEELING what you see in the cards. koalabearPLD: wb <system>: There is 1 ghost. Deb's Sailor: ty Deb's Sailor: opppssssssssss Deborah Leigh: Imagine now...a time when you felt extremely jealous of someone...perhaps a woman stole your mate...or you lost a job to someone when you knew you were right for the position... Deborah Leigh: FEEL that feeling. Deb's Sailor: lost connection Deborah Leigh: If you don't feel it yet, go back to when you were young and your brother or sister got all the good stuff and you got hand me downs. koalabearPLD: pthhhhhhhh Deborah Leigh: Or you thought your mother loved your sister more. Deborah Leigh: Do you feel it? That horrible, gnawing feeling in your stomach? Skeena: ya lol koalabearPLD: yep Deborah Leigh: That jealous, envious feeling? Deb's Sailor: oh yeah Hanah: yep jessica1234: yup Deborah Leigh: THAT is the essence of the four of hearts...and when you do readings, you will feel that feeling and know precisely what the card is telling you. koalabearPLD: wow Deb's Sailor: woweeeeeeeee Deborah Leigh: Almost every card in the deck has it's own distinct "feeling" of this type...and you will learn them all! The others are called neutral cards - like face cards... koalabearPLD: i get that from certain stones Deborah Leigh: They have no feeling, positive or negative attached. Deb's Sailor: Deborah is going to teach everyone in VZ that wants to learn how to read cards. Deborah Leigh: Ok, good...you already understand "feelings" of this type! Skeena: But how many emotions are there? Skeena: lol Skeena: <shrug> Hanah: but the face cards are all so different than one another, even the jacks of each suit are different from eahc other...seems odd to make them neutral Skeena: sorry Deborah Leigh: Well, there are a lot of "feeling" cards...both positive and negative. They mix and mingle in your readings and you "feel" from them an important intuitive message. Skeena: yes Skeena: k Deborah Leigh: Ok, about the face cards? This is alot to tell you right now...so I'll keep it very simple. Hanah: <grin> jessica1234: tell some more please im very interested Deborah Leigh: The face card "suits" of spades, hearts, etc...refer to eye and skin color of the people in your life...or those you have yet to meet. Deb's Sailor: Good for you Jess this is really good stuff Deborah Leigh: The directions they are turned to face, also mean significant things. Hanah: ahh ok got it Deborah Leigh: I've designed this course to take you from simple material to very complex material, one step at a time. Skeena: far out Hanah: so they are significant in readings but not for feelings Deborah Leigh: Right...face cards do not have "feelings" attached...BUT! Deborah Leigh: As you get "good" with your cards...and you will!...you will "feel" things about these different face cards representing people in your life. Skeena: ahhhh Hanah: thank you Skeena: direction as to who they are. jessica1234: so how long does it take to learn all this Skeena: based on physical charactaristics and ... "feelings" associated with them? Deborah Leigh: Right. For instance, Daryl here (Sailor) is the King of Hearts in my readings and in his own. Deborah Leigh: Stop me if I miss a question, ok? I do tend to get so wrapped up in teaching that I miss them sometimes! Skeena: I'm loving this. Skeena: Way cool. Deborah Leigh: The different suits tell you something significant about THAT person and his/her nature. Deborah Leigh: For instance, take Daryl Deborah Leigh: He's the King of Hearts in readings. Deborah Leigh: And this is ALL in the material that Bear will be posting each week, by the way! jessica1234: cool koalabearPLD: nods so dont worry about trying to frantically remember it all koalabearPLD: u can go tot he site and reread it Deborah Leigh: The hearts indicate his eye/skin color, yes...BUT...it also means that he is a highly sensitive and loving man. Deborah Leigh: Hearts people are extremely loving and caring people. Deborah Leigh: You can even tell from the face card that represents YOU or someone else, what career they should go into. Skeena: wow Deborah Leigh: But I'm getting ahead of myself, again! Deborah Leigh: LOL koalabearPLD: heh jessica1234: lol it happens Skeena: will these classes be every saturday? Deborah Leigh: I really want to keep this simple for you tonight...or you might run off, scared! lol koalabearPLD: it reminds me of scrying only your using cards instead of glass Deb's Sailor: yes they will Skeena: cuz I don't want to miss any Skeena: k thank you Deborah Leigh: Yes, I think this method of card reading carries over into other methods of interpreting the future, etc. Skeena: farout, something constructive to keep me outta trouble on a Saturday night <jump> koalabearPLD: lol skeena Skeena: I'll hush now. Deborah Leigh: There you go...and you'll learn something from these lessons that will make it possible for you to KNOW more about people in your life than they would EVER want to tell you! LOL koalabearPLD: aw koalabearPLD: heehehee Skeena: ooooooh yeah koalabearPLD: yer gf got a secret she wont fess up to Deb's Sailor: even if you miss a night it will be posted on the site Skeena: oy Deborah Leigh: You'll know "who" your friends really are...if your partner is faithful...you name it, it's in the cards. koalabearPLD: LOL Skeena: ack Skeena: I'm afraid to find out about myself, let alone others. Deborah Leigh: And you'll see the error of your own ways as you deal with others. You'll see what YOU are really made of, trust me. Skeena: yeah Skeena: fear lol Skeena: shivers Deborah Leigh: Well, don't worry about learning too much about yourself...many have learned this just so they could help others. koalabearPLD: no need to fear hon Skeena: nods jessica1234: does it tell you things about your self like if your pregnant just wondering Deborah Leigh: For instance, BarbiePLD learned this from me and is an excellent reader, but she never reads her own cards. koalabearPLD: think of it as turning a light on ina dark room Deborah Leigh: Yes, it will tell you if you are pregnant! jessica1234: cool Deborah Leigh: Yes, exactly...turning a light on in a dark room. Deborah Leigh: And the cards won't tell you more than you can capably handle emotionally. Deborah Leigh: You'll only "see" as much as you are open to, in the sense of opening yourself to the immensity of the Universe. Skeena: makes sense Deborah Leigh: If you are wide open, you'll see it all. If you are only a little bit open, you will see a little bit. Deborah Leigh: Now, I don't want to alarm you...but the cards just might cause you to start having visions. Skeena: k Deborah Leigh: Visions that may, as they did me at first, cause you to cry and shake with how overwhelming they are. Deb's Sailor: kewl cheap trips koalabearPLD: lol koalabearPLD: last spring i sat in the sand in africa and watched a little girl play koalabearPLD: it was way cool Skeena: wild Deborah Leigh: Let's get our terms straight here first, before I tell you more about such visions. Deb's Sailor: been a long time since I had a flashback Hanah: <grin> koalabearPLD: <grin><grin> Deborah Leigh: When I refer to "God" in teaching you this...I don't want you to try to focus on "my" concept of God, but your own...the Higher Power, the Life Force...whatever you conceive God to be. Skeena: k